Dec 3, 2017

Nightwish

I wear black to highlight my skin tone
I disappear in the night and thrill
I let my feet guided by northern lights
I live under moonlight like a vampire
That chimera you liked to bruise
You try to find my weak point
But I can't feel a thing nor hurt
No tears, no pain, no regrets
The more I stare into the abyss
The less I hear my heartbeats
You try and get pity for frailty
I dissolved my ego long time ago
I can't relate to your disillusions
I don't chase fame, power or money
I just like to go with the flow
She taught me into a psychopath
But all I can see is the middle path
And all I can feel is their suffering
It screams and jumps between walls
I wanna escape, run alone in the woods
I wanna stop reading your mind
I wanna stop delving in your eyes
I wanna stop worrying about you
Cause my own pain, my own worries
They're all gone with the storm and it frees

xx

Dec 1, 2017

Sweet high


Same old shit, same pose
Heartbeats are flickering
Overall my mind is swirling
I forgot my limits, I overdose
Forget today, in highs we're lost
Wasn't it the ultimate purpose ?

Who cares about evenings
We'll keep lights on until dawn
Then exhausted by another rush
We'll fall into the days' limbo
Forget tonight, in highs we're lost
Wasn't it the ultimate purpose ?

Warewolf

Strength is a double edge sword
Sweet just don't take my word
I always err where I can't be heard
I felt this force under the cold sun
I looked down at you with windburn
Half frozen, disturbed, unsettled turn
They touch me wish they could be so
I'd lick that thought too, just let me go
Who do you think I am, a freak in a zoo?

You can just feel stripped from outside
There is always too many scares inside
Your eyes wide shut when will you run?
I know who I am, no matter how I hide

I can feel your raw pain without glee
You felt how anything slips over me
I control everything and you wonder
When is your turn to be flipped over
You can not get why I don't give a fuck
Simply calm cause I don't buy big buck
Dog meet wolf, and I howl the longest
Full moon casts spell to play the hardest
No win nor lose, just cruise, life is lightest

You can just feel stripped from outside
There is always too many scares inside
Your eyes wide shut when will you run?
I know why I am, no matter where I hide

xx

White pow.d.er

Your smile is utter beauty
Destiny chose these days
In my heart, your face stays
All I know I have to give
For hope you have to live

30/11 xoxo